'cos it's easy, when you know how it's done

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

8:08 PM

I swear, the god's were against me today. EVERYTHING was not going right. I was seriously cursed, I swear. Oh and by the way, just so you know, now I'm known in the school as the doofus who can't switch on a bloody mic (DON'T ASK) Anyways, THIRD OST OF OTH'S COMING OUT!!! After like an ETERNITY! Oh my freaking GOD! Woooooots! Now that's some good news to cheer me up! Yeap, definitely. Can't wait!! 3rd April :D Oh but Singapore would probably get it like a year later. Way to go for spoiling the mood, Priya. Humph. But seriously, we're really BACK in music and movies and stuff. It drives me up the wall sometimes. Anyways, just now I was the dancefloor or some crappy show like that. I actually managed to LIVE through the whole thing but I was like so mortified by all the performances. I can't dance to save my life but seriously, it was HORRIBLE. I mean, like WTH?!?! Oh and then there was a group of dance instructors performing and everything. I was already put off by the rest and these pseudo dance instructors made me more MORTIFIED. I just don't see the point in letting people dance and excel in thier own genres. I mean, it's not possible to see if their versatile dancers or not and everything. I find the whole concept a little off. But I have to lok at it the other way, too ... as Praba said (she was mortified too, btw) Anyways, they, I guess, don't have the resources to like hiring dance instructors and everything. I know I shouldn't be comparing to So You Think You Can Dance (do I even need to ask about that? I mean, the term 'mortified' would be like non-applicable already!) Yeah but if you have shows like that then like d-uh people will compare and the results will extend 10 feet under. It's just weird. But yeah, how can you judge if they are good dancers if they only dance in ONE genre and also, it's the one which they've been doing like forvever! How ironic man, they've been doing it forever and this is what it is? -.-" Dumb. Mhhhm. Ohoh I wanna talk about Mika!!!! Haha, the vid was soooooo funny! I loved the ending :D Oooooh. America Idol's in like ten! I'm sooo watching but I was still upset with who left last week. I mean, they weren't that bad, ya know. I thought there were others who we worst ... oh and the Jaya guy's songs weren't nice :( I loved his voice in the auiditions ... I hope he sings jazzy songs ... it's more him and I'll love it like that. Oh and there's thing other guy who's good too. Oh and I'm missing all those SYTYCD (Haha, too lazt to spell it out. Go figure) people! Travis!!!!! I remember all his lyrical performances ... the endings were my faves (Not 'cos he sucked but he always does something to goof up the whole thing) Oh and Benji and Danielle!!!! THAT performance!!! My fave. Oh and Ivan and Martha ... ugh. SOOOOO many more! Those were the good times, I tell you. Now, it's all a total nightmare. Okay ... American Idol probably started already to TOODLES!! Wish me lotsa luck for my test results, people!

the non-believer

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

9:30 PM

Hey!
I know, this must be like my ultimate right? Two posts in a day. I actually have time! (cheer, people!) Anyways, was just listening to all the podcasts just now and well, I just wanted to write more about something. Music. I mean, seriously people ... what do you expect in music? Is it meaningful lyrics or just a beat that you can groove to? Well, yeah ... music DOES make you lose control and everything ... but do you really read the lyrics and understand what it actually means? It's really annoying when I hear people sing to How To Save A Life without knowing what it means ... it's such a sad song and they seriously make it seem like a joke. No kidding. Well, I don't know but I think that when you listen to a song ... you listen to a song because you like the genre and everything ... not 'cos everybody is lietening to it. That comes to my point of having your own freaking mind. I mean, I feel that many people don't (okay, who am I to judge but wth. that's what I think ... who's even reading, anyways?) Some people find it weird 'analysing' songs and everything but by doing this, you actually appreaciate the music more. Every song has a purpose (except those like old school AAR but hey, that was like last century, okay?) I know Nirvana thought it weird people analysing their songs 'cos they just made it based on the beat but just before you put it against me and everything, they made up lots of meaningful stuff. Well, to those who really listened, anyways. Sorry, but I just find it weird how people can just not bother about what the song is trying to say but memorise the lyrics and just recite it. It's just weird and it doesn't work that way. If you think so, I feel for you ... really. Anyways, sometimes I feel like I'm putting myself on a pedestal and everything but I'm just saying stuff which I feel. They might be stupid and everything but I guess they make sense to me and is something whcih I feel the need to address and talk about. I mean, I have different points of view from all those people out there and this is just my opinion oh and I'm certainly not God (My flaws are never-ending) so basically, gimme slack. No offence here and if somebody who actully read this took any, well ... that's says something, doesn't it. How about a whole essay of journal writing? Reflect on how you've been doing lately oh and how you're friends think you're doing (We do stuff like that in school ... I mean, WHO in the right mind does that?!) Just plain weird. Anyways, I'm prepared to fail tamil tmr but wth ... I'm aiming to take Basic Tamil so that's a good sign, right? :D Haha, night!

the non-believer

7:58 PM

Okay, this blog has been DEAD for like AGES. Anyhows, COMMON TESTS ARE OVER! Do you have ANY idea what I've been through? I was like studying like crap for like so many days and I didn't even have time to watch tv, or do anything else BUT studying. I mean, what's the point of cramping everything into just a few days and like 4 times a year, right? Precisely my point. Anyhow, I shan't complain or anything ... it's freaking over and I must be CRAZY to not be rejoicing and everything. But then, there's this gut feeling I have that tells me that I'm gonna fail some tests and reminding ... or rather, HAUNTING me of all the stupid shit-ass mistakes that I did. Ahh ... then there's the thing about learning from your mistakes and ALSO, you only get what you give (which annoys the hell outta me, btw) You know what, I shouldn't even being doing this but ... I just can't help me. I mean, I' like so OBVIOUSLY failing physics and you want me to be like jumping for joy and spending shitloads of time on FF (which I love, btw)?? It's just doesn't work that way. Nevermind. I shall just let it suck my blood totally ignore the fact that it's gonna kill me or anything like that. So, on to another topic. Puberty. Well, or should I say HORMONAL IMBALANCE ... it's a pain too, really. Oh and firstly, I do not mean getting horny or anything like that ... it's just puberty and well, a VERY CRAZY one at that. I mean, it's just like surprising how someone can shoot up and like TOTALLY change in like just a matter of a few years. Physically, that is. Some people can be however the hell big they are but still have no brains and are still the most immature person on earth. Anyways, this is just so random but don't you all just find it funny how after just a few months people can change so much? It's just freaky, if you ask me. Oh and then I was reading the papers yesterday ... fine, just flipping through them but then I cam to a page which was talking about teenage sex. Many people said that instead of asking people to NOT have underage sex or what, you should encourage safe sex ... NOT abstinence. I mean, I feel that same way too. If people just wanna have sex, when they're in no position what-so-ever to financially support their own kids or anything, let them learn it the hard way. Well, it's not good but I mean, the main point is what's the point in sheltering? I mean, many parents shelter their kids when they're young ... well, babies. They don't let them explore and do whatever they want and learn stuff from there but instead, they always 'protect' the kid from like say, for example, touching a hot iron or something. Well, I mean ... I don't really know how to explain this but the main thing is we should all live a life like ON OUR OWN FEET and everything ... ahh, INDEPENDANTLY. We're always sheltered from this and that ... certain movies are like PG-13 in the states and when it comes here, it's NC-16. I mean, is it that they think we're stupid and everything or that we supposedly 'can't handle it'? This is just total crap. I'm like seriously moving out of here when I grow up, man. I want to live freely. Haha, so much for the NDP song last year, right? Okay then, I shall leave now and listen to more songs or something. Oh and I WANT THE MIDWAY STATE! It sucks listening to them on MySpace. Anyhow, have fun people!

the non-believer

Sunday, February 18, 2007

6:00 PM

Hey!
Oh my freaking god! Today has been like SUCH a freaking productive day! I've stayed true to my list of 'things to do today' so far. Do I hear a woot-woot? (lmao) Anyhow, I just realised that A Maths is so freaking EASY. You get the hang of it really quickly. Thank god for A Maths! I HATE E Maths! It's stupid, boring, easy as hell ... AND very hard to score. Ironic, I know. But hte thing is that it's 'cos since is so damned bloody easy, I tend to do some shitified mistakes and hence score low as crap. Yeap. So anyhow, there's nothing mucho n on tv now and I watched everything already ... except PB! Crap ... I'm gonna watch it SOON. It's 'cos the tapes have gone EVERYWHERE ... they have supposedly been 'organised' nicely. It was an organised mess before, okay. Now its disorganised but neat (Hope you the point) Okay, whatever ... I shall stop driving you people nuts. Anyhow, FF's been a dear today! Woots! Okay, I feel bored blogging so I guess I shall stop now. I'll probably go catch something on the tv ... I wanna watch Veronica Mars! But it's not on today. Crap them. Anyhow, I'll go finish doing my A Maths now and probably watch the tv later.

We won't say
Our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are
Is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
Our love is our divide
(Isn't OneRepublic to die for? :D)

the non-believer

Saturday, February 17, 2007

6:52 PM

Okay, today has been a normal day, I guess. Doing more studying would definitely have not hurt, though. Anyhow, yesterday was fun! We went out to catch a movie and had lunch ... for the FIRST time this year! YAY! But, just for everyone out there, don't waste your money on the Epic movie ... it IS funny (a certain extent) but mainly stupid. Not worth the money. Anyhow, today I woke up and was organising my table and did my E-Maths homework! Yeah, now I've already finished all the homework due ... and overdue. Well, the point is that I've done it :D Later on (Like now, I think) I'll be having tuition ... but she said MAYBE so there's a good chance I'll be missing it. Oh and no piano! That's probably the highlight of my day. Yesterday was good, as I mentioned earlier, but also freaking bad. Well, I had totally missed the goners 'phototaking session' 'cos of some stupid crap that I couldn't care less about (but apparantly, I HAD to ... no choice was given) Oh and yesterday there were LOADS of blackfaces me and Paddy had to endure ... seriously, it seems like EVERY SECOND people have 'mood swings'. Well, anyhow, the only constants were me and Paddy. We'll never make it that way, Paddy. Oh well, we'll just have to stick to the other stuff to 'make history' in. ;D Oh and I just realised that Feeder's nice too ... oh and long time since I last heard to La Rocca. Oh and I caught the re-run of the Grammys and was hoping to catch the medley by Corrinne, John Mayer and John Legend (kinda weird to repeat just the names alone, huh) But ... I missed it. Well, if you guys hadn't heard it, you should! Go look it up in youtube or something ... you just can't miss it. But I did catch the one with that old guy, Lionel Richie and Chris Brown (I like SOOOO didn't enjoy the Chris Brown part ... well, only the 'lil cuties. But, anyhow, the ones before were GOOOD) Soo, now I think I shall be a good girl and continue studying or something. Well, by today, I shall finish up Ex. 2.6 and 2.7 too (Just before you start on the 'Woah! You're hardworking!' thing, it's overdue work. I know, I'm NOT proud of it but hey, I'm trying here. Give some credit to me, will ya?) Yeap. It shall be done. OHOHOH, and tomorrow, for the WHOLE freaking day ... I'm gonna have a like MATHS marathon! (ohh, how exciting *sarcasm*) Mhm. Well, I'll just do ALLLLLLLL A-Maths questions and stuff ... then I'll start on something else probably. Oh and yesterday I also got myself into deep shit. I hadn't realised it but after on I did. Well, me, Aish and Sath wanted to go up to the hall already so we just hastily joined this stupid IT competition for Tamil Society ... CRAP. I don't wanna. I'm such a dumb freaking ass. I mean like ... ew! That's just SOOO not Priya style. Nvm people, do not fret! I'll score again by getting out of it soomehow ... I always do that, don't I? Yeah and this ain't gonna be different this time. So ... back to MUGGING (on a Saturday night, can you freaking BELIEVE THAT?! I'm supposed to be out partying ... nvm. Life kicks you in the ass that way) So bring on the numbers!

You know it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you've realized how wrong you've been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it.
-Nate

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the non-believer

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

5:18 PM

My day sucked and I actually thought it was gonna be okay. I mean, I had common tests and English was SOOO good and then there's tamil ... well, we already know how I'll score in that now, don't we? Oh and then there was Lit. It was okay, though I didn't finish it ... well, for the second one I only managed to write two points due to the clock moving so quickly and making life hrad for me. Oh and then ... I got back my tests. Ugh. Double ugh. I always make stupid mistakes ... this is not fair. It made me feel depressed and STUPID. Ahhhh. See ... my life is so influenced by school life that I don't even have time for ... or to really concentrate on other stuff like Valentines' Day! This is not fair. My life can't suck on Valentine's Day ... that's just pathetic (This is the life I lead ppl. I'm so driven by school and homework that I seriously have no time to just relax and think about what's happed peacefully ... even if I DO have the time, my brain will be bugging me of the next test which I have ... probably on the next day itself. Or there's the stacks and stacks of homework) I NEED A FREAKING LIFE. I mean, everything is planned out so that we have a supposed balance between studying and developing ourselves. But, the thing is, we're not robots. We do need some time to have FUN (I bet they've never heard of that word before) It means that NO SCHOOL IS INVOLVED ... NOR DEVELOPING WDV CRAP. Just plain fun where we can REALLY unwind. You know, it's like FORBIDDEN. Everytime ... people remind us of the god-knows-how-many upcoming tests, homework and some even the 'O' Levels. I'm freaking 15!!! F-I-F-T-E-E-N for those dense ones out there. I shouldn't be like tied down because of all this. That's just not fair. I know that I've been saying a lot but, really, this is just too much. AHHHHHHHHH. That has been the second sigh of irritation and I think I should go now. Hmm. I shall go and listen to Aqualung or La Rocca. Yeah, that'd be nice. So long.

First we run and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
and you cannot find the light

If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go

the non-believer

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

4:14 PM

Hey!
Today I had cross country! Oh and yesyes, I survived it (like d-uh) Oh, I feel so annoyed. I had left my Lit book in school and I had to go all the way to the library to get another one. At first, I couldn't even find it and then I went to one of the ladies working there and she said that it's location was 'J' or some crap like that.Well, that's not the point. The point is that that 'J' is actually the freaking JUNIOR section. I mean, I was like baffled. I told the lady, 'Are you freaking kidding me?' and she gave me this weird look. I thanked her and left to get my book ... it looks nicer than the one we have ... it's hardcover too. Okayokay, I'm straying ... it's in the JUNIOR SECTION?!?! I mean, how weird is that?! Precisely. Anyhow, then I came home and rejoiced. Oh yesterday night I watched the Grammy's and oh my freaking bloody god, Corrinne, John Mayer and John Legend all performed together and it was simply and easily the best performance of the night. I mean, like d-uh, right. Oh my god, if you didn't see it ... go see it at youtube or something!! It's like a MUST watch! Three different sources of GREAT music! Haha, but seriously. Okay, now I'm gonna go write letters for vday tmr. Lit's just crap, I realised. Okay then, TOOOODLES :D Wish me luck for my tests tmr, people!

the non-believer

Monday, February 12, 2007

6:58 PM

I've got may day all planned out nicely :D At 8 I'm gonna watch the Grammy's and then have my dinner ... read a book and finally, get my 8 hours of peacefulness. Anyhow, I just don't see why people think that I'm not funny. Well, I am ... to a certain extent but people just find me 'lame'. Not that I'm complaning but I seriously think it's quite stupid. Think about it ... if EVERYBODY is LAME (as you call it) then what IS funny? Just so you know, lame is something which is STUPID and NONSENSICAL. I don't know ... but I think that many people don't have a sense of humour. The sad thing is that most of them don't get it ... ahhh, poor derprived souls. Nevermind, I don't expect you to be growing brains overnight so it's okay. Oh but if you're still like that at what, 21 ... then my heart weeps for you. Yea ... anyhow, let me go on to something else. Oh, friday's CNY celebrations! I like SOO wanna go out! I mean, firstly, it's been a long time since I went out with g1 people so this would be GOOD :D Oh and tmr's cross country ... it's at Bedok! That's like right at the other end of Singapore (Yeayea ... see whatever it is, be it how minute Singapore is compared to the other countries and the fact that our transport system is very efficient, people like me will still be people complaning. Well, that's just human nature, ain't it?) But we only have to assemble at around 8 so that's okay :D Right ... so now I think I'll just go and listen to some music or like read up on some current affairs thing. I mean, I seriously suck at current affairs ... I never paid much attention but I thing it's time I do. I mean, I'm like 15 already! Mhhm. Okay then, I guess I shall leave now. So long, my friends.

Just before I log off, just a little somethin' to digest: (haha, I sound like one of those CME teachers, don't I)
Ando: "Why do you want to be different?!"
Hiro: "Why do you want to be the same?!"
- Heroes

the non-believer

Sunday, February 11, 2007

9:48 PM

Today was ... time-consuming. But wth, I had fun. I mean, who cares about the TONS of hw weighing me down ... I need to have a life, don't I? Saturday was GOOOOD. I bought my vday gifts! Yeap. Oh and today I went to my uncle's house and we watched this weird yoga thing. Sorry, I thought it was total crap. One of my aunts mentioned about this supposed woman who had apparantly predicted when she would die. Weird, I know. Anyhow, I told Praba that she was so anti-climax (Haha, laugh with me people) Oh and then we came home and now there's this whole debate between my sis and my mom about what we saw ... oh and religion. Ahh ... this debate ALWAYS happens. It's so bloody annoying, I tell you. I mean yea, people have different perspectives and think differently so GET FREAKING OVER IT. Sometimes, Praba's just too much. I mean, yea ... it may sound absurd and SERIOUSLY dumb to you but you don't just condemn it. I mean, religion is a very sensitive thing and Praba's just being annoying. I mean, you CAN'T CHANGE THE WORLD. Okay, now off to a better note ... next week I have no guides! This means no more 6pm! :D Oh and next week there's cross-country and common tests. Should I rejoice for the number of days of lessons that I'm missing and hence, the homework or should I be upset 'cos I'll have to travel ALLL the way the Bedok and have like tests which will be counted in my report book? Well ... whatever it is, I'll just have to live through it. Ahhh ... the debate's still going on and now I'm apparantly in it. Crap ... god help me. Oh wait ... nvm. This is gonna take 5 years off my life. Toodles.

the non-believer

Saturday, February 03, 2007

10:33 PM

Okay, apparantly I just 'upgraded' my blogger or some crap like that. Well, I was just signing in and then I accidentally pressed something and the thing kept pushing me to 'upgrade' the damn thing. I am really tired and so I let it win (Note that, you twit) Anyways, today's been exhausting ... I came home at like 8. Ahhhhhh ... oh but surprisingly, the piano teacher didn't complain about my playing. In fact, today we started on a new piece (What does this show? That I've already 'perfected' the last piece so I 'qualify' to move on. Woo-hoo) Haha ... okay, shall stop with the '-s. Today, nothing interesting really happened ... I mean I had guides and piano lessons ... how interesting can that get? Oh and I think I can pass my A-Maths. I didn't think it was that bad, actually ... I think I'd get like more for A-Maths than E-Maths. I mean ... for E-Maths I do some stupid shitified careless mistakes and hence lose like TONS of marks. I actually could solve all the sums for A-Maths ... as in I don't really care if I got some errors in the answers but the thing is that I got all the methods right so I'm like really happy. I mean, I was so scared before the test ... and about my abilities to cope with A-Maths but now I think that I'm not that bad at all. Okay, not being egoistical or what. Well, I just feel that way. Anyways ... I just wanted to post this thing up.

Windows down as the night blows in
Tap the beat on the wheel as the tires spin
Until we're there crank the radio
We'll join in with the songs we know

Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight

Smiles light up as we walk in
Old conversations begin again
Nostalgia's thick as the August air
It takes us back to a time when we didn't care, we didn't care

Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight

Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight
Hey, everything's right, said everything's right tonight

Everything's right...

^This song reminded me of G1 :D Haha ... well, at least it used to (haha, into the luke thing now)
Whatever, you know ... I don't really care right now. Well ... honestly ... I actually hate this. I mean, this whole thing sucks (complaning again, I know but wth ... I'm entitled to my own rants) Honestly, everything's just not right. And tonight, I'm just gonna leave it at this. Oh and before I go, the thing is ... I don't think I really care or feel the least bit sorry.
Maybe I'm just PMS-ing.

the non-believer

Friday, February 02, 2007

5:37 PM

30.01.07

Haha, okay ... I know that its been like such a LOOOONG time but still, I was freaking busy. I mean, the day after that I was SICK (can you actually believe that? I have such bad luck, I tell you) Anyways, then I had like SOOOOO many tests and finally ... I'm free today. I've been so busy that I even forgot to realise that I'm one year older. How sad is that? Well, that's my current life for you. Anyways, let me begin this who thing again.

... 30.01.07
Wooo-hooo! This day was a freaking blast, man! Thanks everyone who made it good :D Yeayea ... I had flag-raising and mass-run and the thing was, I wasn't complaning at all! Haha ... oh and I even wanted to run my 2.4. Can you seriously believe that? Yea ... I know. Ohohohoh ... thanks everyone :D Priya LOVES you! (be honoured, you guys!) Yea, it was alll good. Okay, now change of topic.

OMG. Aqualung is nice! I'm like currently into the Indie genre. I mean, Aqualung ... La Rocca. Ohoh ... and John Legend's good too. I just realised that I love his voice (Yea Praba, you were right. But be careful ... I don't want your head to burst ;D) Mhhhhhm. Like they say, good music has no ending. Anyways, I have tuition now (Bless my luck. Tuition on a FRIDAY) So TOODLES! Have a good weekend everyone!

the non-believer